November 07, 2010

Halloween 2010....From My Phone....

Our pumpkins this year! Sorry for the bad quality, I
only have my camera phone right now.....


My crazy guy pumpkin


Saila's, she said he was a kitty


Johnny's happy face one...the BIGGEST



The front window 2010


Saila looks like a beautiful ghost girl




Happy Halloween for last month, haha!

November 04, 2010

November 01, 2010

November 1st

Well, I didn't take any pictures of us last night. I took some of our
pumpkins out on the porch after we lit them. I took the kids trick or
treating in Hayward, kinda close to my old neighborhood, where the
streets are flat and kids are running every where. It was fun.
It just hit me last night, how different this holiday season is going to
be. Instead of tears, there is this heavy, heavy feeling in my chest. Being
a sorta positive person, I'm sure this feeling will go away....but for now
I just want to be thankful for everything that we all have. And I also just
want to say that Love really IS the best thing in the Universe, no matter
how it makes you feel.......you feel.



October 17, 2010

At the Ocean with Dana (Your Beach)

My cousin Dana at Your Beach


My Johnny boy


Saila in the sand


Me and Dana


Me and Dana again


Saila Morgan



Shadow goes exploring






Dana and Saila

October 14, 2010

Us Lately....

Shadow cuddling up to Johnny/Saila's spotted pony.


Eating toast with peanut butter and honey


She put all her animals to bed and got them comfy


One morning, I caught the moon setting into the West.



The boys: Eddie, Jake and Johnny at the Faire



A beautiful owl and me


Walking in the redwoods


This tree is one of my satellites.




September 14, 2010

I Love my Papa!

Desiderata


Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.

As far as possible, without surrender,
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even to the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
they are vexatious to the spirit.

If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain or bitter,
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love,
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life,
keep peace in your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.


This is for you, Mama. My mom found a plaque on the wall of the

hospital with this poem on it. It's beautiful. This is day Eight of my

Papa's stroke. He is getting better but it's going to be a long journey.

Every time he tells me he loves me, I store it in my heart and keep it

safe forever. He is a strong, strong man. And stubbornly determined.

All the good ingredients to fight this. Thank the Universe!!